Tuesday, August 18, 2009

LOVE AAJ KAL

when the heat went sore
even with the rashes on the feet i bore
i came to be with you
only to love you more

everytime i pick up my cell phone
i check 4 ur name
a message or a call
right from winterz 2 d nxt fall
with the love growin more

friendship is what my love has been called
expectations are high
but you dont love me
i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore
but with every passing day
i love you more

you are different
for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves
i behave differently wen i thought i loved them
i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them
its not d same with you
it seems this time m sure
its love 4 sure...

i have been emotionally rickety
but i surface immediately
not like the past when emotions gave life a blast
yet there is lack of understanding
you keep saying "you are just a friend"
& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends
i keep lovin u more n more n more

for some its fun
but i am serious
the things i do for you
the words i say the name i take
is always has to be you
the thoughts & imagination
has been you & they have always been pure
i said before i say again now
i have loved you & will always love you more & more

life is practical so are you
but i haven't thought of it this way
for my heart thinks otherwise
emotions stay accross the bay
where there is hope for ties
with this thought in the day
& same in the night
my heart is taking over my mind
the eyes have water
willpower totters
still i love you more

there has been time when i lied
or even the "friendship" may have died
the spot of bother
ran through my veins the thought was
"i dun wana lose her"
not as a friend not as a lover
oh god never ever
its bad to lie i know it is
but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself
i love you more evn now
wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.

cries my heart with tears in eyes
the love will forever be
it was to be the end of journey
my love storyz destiny.

i wont love again i said that before
falling in love with you
i never thought
you were the plot
of realising the pain of truth.
what i said & what i meant
had different meanings
but now you are the differentiating line
of my reality & my learning.

you will be my love in my heart
thats a promise i make to me
even though i am nobody to you
& you are everything to me.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

KAHI KISI MOD

Subah ki pehli kiran se , ehsaas tumhara aaya

Aankh khulte hi khayal , pehla tumhara aaya

Hoth jab juda hue to , naam tumhara aaya

Dil ki dhadkan tez hui to , vajah tumhi ko paya

Jab tum paas thi , tab tha , mausam bahaar ka aaya

Aj tum na thi, to ye sama kaatne ko aaya

Ab akele mein main tumhi ko yaad karta hun

Aaho mein bhi tumhara hi naam leta hun

Har waqt us aahat ki khoj mein rehta hun

Jise main kahi kisi mod chod aaya

Raat-din ek hi jawaab dhundte aaya

Tumhare khayal ko q nahi main chod paya

Friday, June 05, 2009

LAB-E-KHAMOSH

Lab-e-khamosh hai kisi ki khatir

Imtehaan nahi anjaam hai aakhir

Jo kiya na vo bhula na sake

Un lamho ka dard mita na sake

Aj aasu bhi pee jane ka mann karta hai

Is andhere me doob jane ka ji chahta hai

Nasha hai un khushiyo ka jo hum bhula nahi paa rahe

Aj samay ko bhi hum aage bada nahi paa rahe

Kyun is jhuthi muskaan mein dard ka ehsaas jhalakta hai

Kyun in aankhon mein aj nami hai?

Kyun siskiyon me bharipan hai?

Kyun baat aankhon me hai lekin lab anjaan hai?

Kyun sabki khushi mein main apna adhurapan dhoondta hun?

Kyun apni muskaan pe main shak karta hun?

Rahat nahi muje raaz chahie

Is unkahe gham ka ilaj chahie

Aitraaz aj khushi se nahi

Mehfil-e-ghamgi se hai

Dil ka armaano se nahi        

Armaano ka dil se hai

Aaine ka us parchayee se hai

Is fakeer ka taqdeer se hai

Aashaon ka reet se hai aur 

Bhavnao ka astitv se hai