jani pehchani unkahi baton ko kehna mai shor samjta hu
sapno mein aayi aahato ka saare din bechain karna main shor samjta hu
beete pal yaad ana
ek ehsas mulaqat ka chod jana
vichitr ghatnao ka mujse sambandh hona
in sabko main shor samjhta hu
zindgi k lakho palo mein shor samaye betha mai
aaj ladna chahta hu
us shor se main jeetna chahta hu
moksh ke cheekh shor ko sunana chahta hu
apni bhavnaye btana chahta hu!
Friday, April 05, 2013
love me as i love you
In the dying sun,
Staring at d horizon,
Let her hand in mine be.
What lips can’t say,
But eyes can show,
Let that message be sent across to thee.
I wana be loved like I have loved you
I wana feel the dew with u
& sit all night through
Talk of not what I could do for you
Or wish I could do for you
But talk of what you desired for
I wana get u everything u always wanted
Be the prince charming Keep you dreaming
So that every day I have a reason to be loved
A mission to accomplish
A smile to look at
Staring at d horizon,
Let her hand in mine be.
What lips can’t say,
But eyes can show,
Let that message be sent across to thee.
I wana be loved like I have loved you
I wana feel the dew with u
& sit all night through
Talk of not what I could do for you
Or wish I could do for you
But talk of what you desired for
I wana get u everything u always wanted
Be the prince charming Keep you dreaming
So that every day I have a reason to be loved
A mission to accomplish
A smile to look at
i love you more!!
when the heat went sore
even with the thorns on the feet i bore
i came to be with you
only to love you more
everytime i pick up my cell phone
i check 4 ur name
a message or a call
right from winterz 2 d nxt fall
with the love growin more
friendship is what my love has been called
expectations are high but you dont love me
i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore but with every passing day
i love you more
you are different
for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves
i behave differently wen i thought i loved them
i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them
its not d same with you
it seems this time m sure its love 4 sure...
i have been emotionally rickety
but i surface immediately
not like the past when emotions gave life a blast
yet there is lack of understanding
you keep saying "you are just a friend"
& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends
i keep lovin u more n more n more
for some its fun
but i am serious
the things i do for you
the words i say the name i take
is always has to be you
the thoughts & imagination
has been you & they have always been pure
i said before i say again now
i have loved you & will always love you more & more life is practical so are you
but i haven't thought of it this way
for my heart thinks otherwise
emotions stay accross the bay
where there is hope for ties
with this thought in the day
& same in the night
my heart is taking over my mind
the eyes have water
willpower totters
still i love you more
there has been time when i lied
or even the "friendship" may have died
the spot of bother
ran through my veins the thought was
"i dun wana lose her"
not as a friend not as a lover
oh god never ever
its bad to lie i know it is
but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself
i love you more evn now
wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.
cries my heart with tears in eyes
the love will forever be
it was to be the end of journey
my love storyz destiny.
i wont love again i said that before
falling in love with you
i never thought
you were the plot
of realising the pain of truth.
what i said & what i meant
had different meanings
but now you are the differentiating line
of my reality & my learning.
you will be my love in my heart
thats a promise i make to me
even though i am nobody to you
& you are everything to me.
even with the thorns on the feet i bore
i came to be with you
only to love you more
everytime i pick up my cell phone
i check 4 ur name
a message or a call
right from winterz 2 d nxt fall
with the love growin more
friendship is what my love has been called
expectations are high but you dont love me
i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore but with every passing day
i love you more
you are different
for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves
i behave differently wen i thought i loved them
i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them
its not d same with you
it seems this time m sure its love 4 sure...
i have been emotionally rickety
but i surface immediately
not like the past when emotions gave life a blast
yet there is lack of understanding
you keep saying "you are just a friend"
& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends
i keep lovin u more n more n more
for some its fun
but i am serious
the things i do for you
the words i say the name i take
is always has to be you
the thoughts & imagination
has been you & they have always been pure
i said before i say again now
i have loved you & will always love you more & more life is practical so are you
but i haven't thought of it this way
for my heart thinks otherwise
emotions stay accross the bay
where there is hope for ties
with this thought in the day
& same in the night
my heart is taking over my mind
the eyes have water
willpower totters
still i love you more
there has been time when i lied
or even the "friendship" may have died
the spot of bother
ran through my veins the thought was
"i dun wana lose her"
not as a friend not as a lover
oh god never ever
its bad to lie i know it is
but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself
i love you more evn now
wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.
cries my heart with tears in eyes
the love will forever be
it was to be the end of journey
my love storyz destiny.
i wont love again i said that before
falling in love with you
i never thought
you were the plot
of realising the pain of truth.
what i said & what i meant
had different meanings
but now you are the differentiating line
of my reality & my learning.
you will be my love in my heart
thats a promise i make to me
even though i am nobody to you
& you are everything to me.
jaana hoga chod kar, tune yaad bhi kiya nahi
reply to 'abhi na jao chod kar ki dil abhi bhara nai'...
jaana hoga chod kar.... tune yaad bhi kiya nahi,
kitni der se main yaha tha,
intezaar me tadapta tha,
hawa bhi ruk gayi,
nazar bhi ruth gayi,
vo shaam suhani bujh gayi,
tab saans meri tham gayi,
tu keh to deti muje zara,
ki tujko pyar na raha,
main tujko rokta nahi,
sapno mein jhokta nahi......
jaana hoga chod kar.......................tune
yaad bhi.... kiya nahi!!!!!
jaana hoga chod kar.... tune yaad bhi kiya nahi,
kitni der se main yaha tha,
intezaar me tadapta tha,
hawa bhi ruk gayi,
nazar bhi ruth gayi,
vo shaam suhani bujh gayi,
tab saans meri tham gayi,
tu keh to deti muje zara,
ki tujko pyar na raha,
main tujko rokta nahi,
sapno mein jhokta nahi......
jaana hoga chod kar.......................tune
yaad bhi.... kiya nahi!!!!!
my vows
I'd light that candle in the dark,
so that you don't feel scared,
I'd hold your hand while we walk,
to assure you we were paired,
I promise to understand the half-words muttered by those trembling lips,
to tell you that I could complete you,
I promise to carry you in my arms,
when the heels really hurt you,
I know no magic yet I promise to give all before you ask for,
for that wonderful kiss and the eternal bliss with the girl I have had hots for!!!
so that you don't feel scared,
I'd hold your hand while we walk,
to assure you we were paired,
I promise to understand the half-words muttered by those trembling lips,
to tell you that I could complete you,
I promise to carry you in my arms,
when the heels really hurt you,
I know no magic yet I promise to give all before you ask for,
for that wonderful kiss and the eternal bliss with the girl I have had hots for!!!
ye hai meri kahaani
sune hai humne afsane hazaron
karte hai log waade
jinhe nibhana hota hai mushkil
na poora hone pe jinke toot jate hai dil
ek aisi hi daastan humari bhi thi
pyar kiya shiddat se, deewangi bhi thi
masoom sa rishta aur nazaakat bhi thi
tumhe dil se paane ki khwahish bhi thi
phir ek din....
na chahu main tumko
ye kaisi guzarish tumne ki
dil mera toda
aur ranjish ki umeed bhi na ki
aur ab....
soone hai din
gumsum hai raatein
tadapta hai dil
yaad aati hai baatein
jaaga tha main raat bhar
bunta tha sapne
na pata tha ye
na rahenge apne
kambakht khwab hi the,
khwab hi reh gaye,
aisa lagta hai hum
kisi toofan mein beh gaye
aankhein roz neend se uthte samay
ab aas ye rakhti hai
sach ek sapna ho
aur haqeeqat mere khwabo jaisi hai....
karte hai log waade
jinhe nibhana hota hai mushkil
na poora hone pe jinke toot jate hai dil
ek aisi hi daastan humari bhi thi
pyar kiya shiddat se, deewangi bhi thi
masoom sa rishta aur nazaakat bhi thi
tumhe dil se paane ki khwahish bhi thi
phir ek din....
na chahu main tumko
ye kaisi guzarish tumne ki
dil mera toda
aur ranjish ki umeed bhi na ki
aur ab....
soone hai din
gumsum hai raatein
tadapta hai dil
yaad aati hai baatein
jaaga tha main raat bhar
bunta tha sapne
na pata tha ye
na rahenge apne
kambakht khwab hi the,
khwab hi reh gaye,
aisa lagta hai hum
kisi toofan mein beh gaye
aankhein roz neend se uthte samay
ab aas ye rakhti hai
sach ek sapna ho
aur haqeeqat mere khwabo jaisi hai....
because i think of you
when i am not talking to you i think of you,
when you stop replying to my messages i think of you,
in the empty moments of life i think of you,
when i see anything cute i think of you,
when people around me behave like a kid i think of you,
when it is morning i think of you,
when sun goes down i think of you,
when people ask me whom i like i think of you,
when people define their definition of love i think of you,
and at all other times......
i think of you!!!
when you stop replying to my messages i think of you,
in the empty moments of life i think of you,
when i see anything cute i think of you,
when people around me behave like a kid i think of you,
when it is morning i think of you,
when sun goes down i think of you,
when people ask me whom i like i think of you,
when people define their definition of love i think of you,
and at all other times......
i think of you!!!
It Is About You!!
i think of the times i spent with you
they give me goosebumps even now
they bring a smile on my face
i want to go back in time
but i dunno how
i think of the times i thought about you
that would practically mean each breath since i've known you
holding hands around the corridors i wished we vanished
where no 1 in this world could find us
i have also wished to spend the time at a beach
walk from dusk to dawn,
enjoy the breeze
and listen to the romantic night talk
feel the wet sand on the bare feet and
brace each other
to protect from chilly weather
i think of the times i wanted to be with you
i've wished for strange things like a kid
and even behaved like one
i have had sleepless nights thinking of you
wanting to make you mine
I've imagined nights having a diamond ring in my hand
and reaching out for urs
u bear a smile and I propose to you to make you mine
but now i know all this is only to my best interest
now that i know love is not just about a 'u' or an 'i
'i can c u were never at fault
as i always thought
i think of the times i wanted to be away from you
to save my self-esteem of whatever it was
and whatever was left
to "move on and live life" as they said
i only realised i could live when only with u
because living is all about being with u
for rest i found to be fake
with time i have learned to survive
have a purpose of existence
i do things
they are "different from others" they say
they have a sense of happiness and sadness
that is because in everything i do
i search for a bit of me and a lot of you....
they give me goosebumps even now
they bring a smile on my face
i want to go back in time
but i dunno how
i think of the times i thought about you
that would practically mean each breath since i've known you
holding hands around the corridors i wished we vanished
where no 1 in this world could find us
i have also wished to spend the time at a beach
walk from dusk to dawn,
enjoy the breeze
and listen to the romantic night talk
feel the wet sand on the bare feet and
brace each other
to protect from chilly weather
i think of the times i wanted to be with you
i've wished for strange things like a kid
and even behaved like one
i have had sleepless nights thinking of you
wanting to make you mine
I've imagined nights having a diamond ring in my hand
and reaching out for urs
u bear a smile and I propose to you to make you mine
but now i know all this is only to my best interest
now that i know love is not just about a 'u' or an 'i
'i can c u were never at fault
as i always thought
i think of the times i wanted to be away from you
to save my self-esteem of whatever it was
and whatever was left
to "move on and live life" as they said
i only realised i could live when only with u
because living is all about being with u
for rest i found to be fake
with time i have learned to survive
have a purpose of existence
i do things
they are "different from others" they say
they have a sense of happiness and sadness
that is because in everything i do
i search for a bit of me and a lot of you....
Ansha - a part of me
this time i wont describe how good looking you are
you already know and are apprised afar
i'll tell you how i feel
and hope not to make of my thoughts a meal
its amazing how you talk
even when at times you balk
i haven't seen of you much
but can only imagine that wry touch
you give when you see someone approach
after warning them for they'll end up being nothing more than a mere cockroach
i know you are strong at heart
and your thoughts clear as a dart
but i am sure life has plans for you
and there would be a guy who would woo
you'll be swept off your feat
your heart too will skip a beat
i know not if that would be me
nor do i know how to please thee
all i know is i do care
but telling you gives me a scare
on promise day i tell myself
to fulfil your wishes like an elf
i see your pictures all the time
from morning five to evening nine
like a lunatic i stare at them
till i am convinced you are a rare gem
and then i get to message you
tell about the day through and through
talking routine is lame i agree
but far better than third degree
no i was not confused when my thoughts i projected
the susceptiveness of losing you makes me dejected
i am pretty serious for all i know
but would want you to know me better as friends till then we grow
i am not going to say i love thee
till you're mine i am sure to be
and u better not take this poem less seriously
now reply quickly my heart is jumping vigourously
When I Say Nothing At All
It’s rare when words don’t come through
I have stories a lot
but unable to tell them to you
it is painful
I am sure you know
That I am not be able to say
Nor am able to show
I have gone a notch up
I wait to see you talk to me
And unconsciously smile
When I see you happy
I don’t know if it is a bond
That in my heart has developed
But each time I talk to you
I find my heart gallop
You inspire me to do things again
The ones that I had left
It’s great to live life all over
Thanks to you
I have complemented you every now and then
And I promise I did not lie
I am sure others have too
Or I would end up wondering why
Not much can I say now
Since my thoughts are bound by your principles
I don’t want to hurt you
And the dilemma makes my heart dwindle
To tell you or not shall be left to you
For all I really do is merely care
Give it a miss
Or make a bliss
Of our lives is a decision with you I spare
I’ll continue to breather
As I have in the past
But belief in love hasn’t vanished
For my heart has not lost
I continue to trust
And yes I fail
At times I do admit
But life is short
And it does not stop
Till you stop living.
I haven’t poured my heart to you
For dreams shall not be shattered yet
All that I have said
Holds good for me and just that you know it’s true!!
Ek Chahat Hai Teri Jo Mujhko Rok Leti Hai
Jo lavz bayaan na kar paaye
Jo dil har pal tujse kehna chahe
Jo tu mujhse sunna na chahe
Vo kehne se
Ek chahat hai teri jo mujhe rok leti hai
Teri khushi me gum ho jau
Teri liye kuch bhi kar jau
Din raat tujhpar main vaar jau
Is dil ko bhi tujhpar main haar jau
Tujhko ye batlana chahu par
Ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
Teri nazar ke samne main rehna chahu
Tere zindgi ke har pal ko main mehsus karna chahu
Teri khushi ka raaz main banna chahu
Tere ghamo ko samet kar dur kardena chahu
Teri tasveer ko har pal dekhna chahu par
Tujhse duriyan banane ka khayal yaad aa jata hai
Tab ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
Pyar mujhe pehli baar nahi hua
Ikraar ka darr bhi mujhe malum hai
Lekin har baar beparwah main keh jata tha
Zindgi ko jue ki tarah jee jata tha
Lekin tujhe main kyun na keh pau
Shayad ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
Subeh tere khayal se jagna
Raat ko tere khayal se sona
Din bhar tere khayal mein jeena
Aur tere khayal mein kho jana
Tujhse ye batlana chahu par
ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
zindgi ko firse jeena
purani aadato ka laut aana
kuch naya karne ka mann karna
aur khul ke hasna aur gaana
yu toh sab main tere sath karna chahu
par teri kahi baatein dil ko tatool deti hai
ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
is chahat se hi saansein judi hai
kabhi khushi kabhi gham ki kadi hai
tujhe batane se jo dil ghabraye
dil darr jaye ye soch kar ki tu paas na aaye
isliye chup reh jata hu aur janta hu
ki ek chahat hai teri jo mujhko rok leti hai
If Only
If only she looked at me
I would have smiled
If only she talked to me
I would have spoken
If only she flickered her eyes
I would have wandered in dreams
If only she waved at me
I would have been swept off my feet
If only she cared to care
I would have melted
If only she had some time
I would have expressed my feelings
If only she listened
I would have told them better
If only she stayed
I would have saved a pic of her in my mind
If only she played along
I would have nudged and irritated her
If only she became sad
I would have persuaded her
If only the if’s had an end
I would have followed her till eternity
If only she loved
I wouldn't have written it all
I would have smiled
If only she talked to me
I would have spoken
If only she flickered her eyes
I would have wandered in dreams
If only she waved at me
I would have been swept off my feet
If only she cared to care
I would have melted
If only she had some time
I would have expressed my feelings
If only she listened
I would have told them better
If only she stayed
I would have saved a pic of her in my mind
If only she played along
I would have nudged and irritated her
If only she became sad
I would have persuaded her
If only the if’s had an end
I would have followed her till eternity
If only she loved
I wouldn't have written it all
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