Tuesday, August 18, 2009

LOVE AAJ KAL

when the heat went sore
even with the rashes on the feet i bore
i came to be with you
only to love you more

everytime i pick up my cell phone
i check 4 ur name
a message or a call
right from winterz 2 d nxt fall
with the love growin more

friendship is what my love has been called
expectations are high
but you dont love me
i feel like a sailor whoz unable to locate a shore
but with every passing day
i love you more

you are different
for you i have felt different from my other 1st loves
i behave differently wen i thought i loved them
i tried to mould myslf to be perfect for them
its not d same with you
it seems this time m sure
its love 4 sure...

i have been emotionally rickety
but i surface immediately
not like the past when emotions gave life a blast
yet there is lack of understanding
you keep saying "you are just a friend"
& the no. of times i have had to dove with friends
i keep lovin u more n more n more

for some its fun
but i am serious
the things i do for you
the words i say the name i take
is always has to be you
the thoughts & imagination
has been you & they have always been pure
i said before i say again now
i have loved you & will always love you more & more

life is practical so are you
but i haven't thought of it this way
for my heart thinks otherwise
emotions stay accross the bay
where there is hope for ties
with this thought in the day
& same in the night
my heart is taking over my mind
the eyes have water
willpower totters
still i love you more

there has been time when i lied
or even the "friendship" may have died
the spot of bother
ran through my veins the thought was
"i dun wana lose her"
not as a friend not as a lover
oh god never ever
its bad to lie i know it is
but i had to do it & i am a disgrace to myself
i love you more evn now
wen now in my life its d seeds of hatred towards myself that i bore.

cries my heart with tears in eyes
the love will forever be
it was to be the end of journey
my love storyz destiny.

i wont love again i said that before
falling in love with you
i never thought
you were the plot
of realising the pain of truth.
what i said & what i meant
had different meanings
but now you are the differentiating line
of my reality & my learning.

you will be my love in my heart
thats a promise i make to me
even though i am nobody to you
& you are everything to me.